bicha_latina

03:11 pm: andrew got his wisdome teeth out today, hes in pain n i cant do n e thing to stop it :(

09:19 am: really tired
I have officially retired my winter jacket and im waiting for it to be 10am so that i can buy Justin Timberlake tickets and go back to sleep, my cat is going crazy, shes in heat, im gonna take her to get her insides scooped out this week cuz its kind of annoying, she meows all the time, im not even joking, its kinda scary, she doesnt know wat to do with herself n she sounds like a dying baby or as my sister put it, a baby being killed by a cat, n e ways at first i was freeking out cuz i thought she had that stupid food thing n was gonna die, but its not that so im happy now, but a lil tired cuz she woke me up with her non-stop meowing.

11:06 pm: my puppies, and my cat
my dog is getting fat, as soon as it gets nice out im going to take her for a walk everyday, or every other day, we could both use the extra bit of excercise, and as for my cat larry, shes (yes she, i named her larry on purpose) is the most annoying thing in the world, but i love her to pieces even though she chewed right through my new headphones cord, which resulted in me chasing her down the stairs while screaming "Larry, im going to kill you" she knows wat she did. on a lighter note im getting a new dog, well shes kind of my old dog, shes still a puppy but i gave her away cuz mom didnt want to keep her, but im totally getting her back now, cept shes at an animal shelter and i cant have her yet cuz shes kinda sick n they wont give her to me till shes better, but they said they were gonna call me wen i can take her home, im so excited but now i have to work to suport 3 animals, as if 2 wasnt costly enough already, o well i wish i could have like a million more.

09:57 am: i applied for university and i might be getting a new job :D
im so excited

12:35 am: 1. WHAT CURSE WORD DO YOU USE THE MOST?
i dont know, i dont really like swearing

2. DO YOU OWN AN IPOD?
no but i have an mp3 player that i havent used in like forever

3. WHAT PERSON ON YOUR F-LIST DO YOU TALK TO THE MOST?
MSN- iunno im like never on

4. WHAT TIME IS YOUR ALARM CLOCK SET TO?
10 cuz thats wat time i have to feed larry at, lol

5. DO YOU STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST PERSON YOU KISSED? :s yea

6. DO YOU REMEMBER WHERE YOU WERE ON 9/11/01? yup, art class, mrs audrey told us bout it

7. WOULD YOU RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE OR BE IN THE PICTURE?
take the picture i dont like being in pictures

8. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
uumm i think it was either legally blonde or laws of attraction, but i think i was watching them at the same time, between commercials

9. DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN?
umm not that i know of, im prolly gonna be the frist one outta my friends to have one though

10. HAS ANYONE EVER CALLED YOU LAZY?
yup, in fact i call myself lazy all the time

11. DO YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATION TO HELP YOU FALL ASLEEP?
nope i dont really like taking drugs

12. WHAT CD IS CURRENTLY IN YOUR CD PLAYER?
umm, i think its my chemical romance

13. DO YOU PREFER REGULAR OR CHOCOLATE MILK?
how bout those chocolate bar milkshakes, those r good

14. HAS ANYONE TOLD YOU A SECRET THIS WEEK?
yup, i think it was this week

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD STARBUCKS?
prolly the last time ash made me a london fog from her work, which was well over a month ago

16. CAN YOU WHISTLE?
yup "u just put ur lips together...n blow into one of these"

17. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes, hair, teeth, hands not really in that order

18. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
valentines day, this is my first valentines day with a bf so im excited for that

19. DID YOU WATCH CARTOONS AS A CHILD?
yup, i even watched all the boi cartoons cuz of my older bro, but i liked them lol

20. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF M&M'S? the blue ones

21. MORNING OR EVENING SHOWER?
depends, usually mornings, but if i want my hair to look good the next day i usually just wash my hair at night like an hour before bed

22. WHAT'S ONE THING YOU MUST ALWAYS HAVE ON YOU?
prolly my cell phone, god i forgot it one time, so lost without it, i hate how dependant on it i am now

23. DO YOU OWN ANY BAND T-SHIRTS?
i have a band hoody, does that count

24. WHAT WILL YOU BE DOING IN ONE HOUR?
prolly sleeping its like almost 1am :O omg the girls next door is on today

25. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
yea :) andrew is

26. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU HEARD?
something by prince, just cuz calvin n drew were watching the superbowl n he did the half-time show, dont ask me wat it was called though

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
nikkis party, drew was being kinda mean, only cuz i was getting drunk n he didnt want me to

28. ARE YOU ON A DESKTOP COMPUTER OR A LAPTOP?
Desktop andrew wouldnt let me take his laptop home today

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY WANTING ANY PIERCINGS OR TATTOOS?
yea, i dont know wat i want pierced but i know i want another piercing, n i know wat tattoo i want to get and where

30. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?
cold, like -48 with the windchill cold

31. WOULD YOU EVER DATE A GIRL/GUY COVERED IN TATTOOS?
eww no, a few tattoos is ok, but not head to toe, thats kinda not too hot

32. WHAT DID YOU DO BEFORE THIS?
was a at drews came home, watched tv n went on the comp

33. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU SLEPT ON THE FLOOR?
lol, friday night at nikkis

34. HOW MANY HOURS OF SLEEP DO YOU NEED TO FUNCTION?
like 10, i get really grumpy if i dont get at least 7 or 8 though

35. DO YOU EAT BREAKFAST DAILY?
yup, i cant really function without food in my stomach

36. ARE YOUR DAYS FAST-PACED?
not at all, unless im at work its usually really busy there

37. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
umm... i dont remember, i worked then came home, drew was working till 10 30

38. DO YOU USE SARCASM? sometimes

39. HOW OLD WILL YOU BE TURNING ON YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
20 one more year n vegas here i come

40. ARE YOU PICKY ABOUT SPELLING AND GRAMMAR?
not at all unless i know i have to be

41. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SIX FLAGS?
nope

42. WHAT'S YOUR LATEST TELEVISION ADDICTION THAT YOU THINK EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH?
the girls next door n house, maybe even heros

43. DO YOU GET ALONG BETTER WITH THE SAME SEX OR THE OPPOSITE SEX?
umm iunno, i havent tried to make new friends in a while so i really dont know, prolly guys just cuz iunno girls r hard to get allong with, u cant really make new girl friends if ur a girl

44. DO YOU LIKE MUSTARD?
on my fries yes

45. DO YOU SLEEP ON YOUR SIDE?
sometimes

46. DO YOU WATCH THE NEWS?
yea i do, george bush is a dumbass

47. HOW DID YOU GET ONE OF YOUR SCARS?
went on one of those ice slides that they make for the winter time in the summer, yea scratched up my knee really badly

48. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU MAD?
iunno

49. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
i like andrew, but hes my boyfriend, does that count

50. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU PURCHASED?
part of drews valentines day present

08:49 pm: some peoples children i tell ya!

03:43 pm:

	beca Pills: Will cause involuntary commitment to a mental institution
	'What effect do you have on people?' at QuizGalaxy.com

11:48 am: ...
Some things r just so wonderful
u cant hide them from the world
but sometimes those wonderful things
dont seem as perfect as they should be

05:02 pm: For ur Knowledging pleasure
Q1) Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
i don't burn things when i cook.

Q2) Describe yourself in three words.
short latina gurl

Q3) How long does it take to get ready for your day?
i can be ready in like 5 minutes but usually about half an hour

Q4)Favorite place to blow 50 bucks?
well seeing as u cant really get much for 50 bucks these days, prolly value village, or hope that bootlegger or bluenotes is having a sale :)

Q5) How many people have you thought were "the one"?
.... i havent

Q6) What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex?
narrowmindedness if thats a word

Q7) What kind of car do you drive?
a big orange or white bus, but i have a shoffer, he wears a blue uniform, but the bastard charges me everytime i need a ride *shakes fist*

Q8) What's in your CD player right now?
umm.... that cd that i burned at nikkis with all those spanish songs that remind me of my trip to el salvador

Q9) What celebrity would you have coffee with?
Geal Garcia

Q10) What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with?
Paris Hilton

Q11) What kind of toothpaste do you use?
collgate cinnamon

Q12) What time do you usually go to bed?
whenever i feel tired, which sometimes is stupid late

Q13) Last movie you saw?
umm i think it was when a stranger calls

Q14) Last TV show you watched?
days of our lives

Q15) Who is your best friend?
i have more than just one :D

Q16) Who in your family do you best get along with?.
my sister i guess

Q17) What celeb do you have a secret crush on?
hmm.... secret crush, prolly keira knightly

Q18) What time is it right now?
5 15pm

Q19) Are you planning a vacation/travel?
heck yes i am, if i can find a job, god knows i need one, i can save up n go to el salvador again :D *soooo excited*

Q20) When/Where was the last time you traveled?
december to el salvador

Q21) How many times have you been in love?
well 2, if the first time was actually love

Q22) How old will you be in 10 years?
umm.... *counts on finger* 28 unless im not counting this year cuz im turning 19 this year so technically i will be 29 in 10 years

Q23) Where do you see yourself in 10 year?
prolly living in an appartment with bambi n possibly our twins *hopes for it*

Q24) Sinful snacking weakness?
chocolate

Q25) Roller Coasters?
well i wanna go on the really big ones u see on tv

Q26) Ever run out of gas?
nope

Q27) Ever been on a train?
umm, just the dinky one at the forks, none that actually go n e where

Q28) Ever been on a blind date?
hmmmm... kinda but no?

Q29) Ever been to Europe?
i wish

Q30) What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day?
pee standing up

Q31) Would you tell anyone it was really you?
hehehe, not at first

Q32) Ever been arrested?
noooooooo

Q33) Have a crush on anyone you work with?
i don't have a job :(

Q34) What is something you believe in?
Love

Q35) What is something you fear?
heights

Q36) Big or small?
medium

Q37) What is the worst physical pain you have ever been in?
umm, none

Q39) Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture?
lol no im a bit too technologically challenged to be able to do that, even if i wanted to make myself look better id prolly end up looking worse

Q40) Tell us something about your childhood.
i liked to play with fire and i was a big geek

Q41) What would it cost you to flash the person next to you?
well, no one is here, but if anyone was, i'm sure i'd do it for free out of the goodness of my heart, kidding, i would never :p

Q42) Best time to catch you in a good mood?
n e time after 12pm on a weekdays n prolly after 2pm on a weekend

Q43) If you could be anything for one day, what would it be?
roadkill, lol no, paris hilton, no, a bungee cord no, even better, one on marylin mansons contact lenses

Q44) Most prized possession?
umm.... *gasp* my puma hat :D

Q45) Would you ever sell it/how much?
NEVER

Q46) What is one of your pet peeves?
wen someone has the sniffles n doesnt blow their nose

Q47) Favorite kind of ice cream?
mango, or chocolate chip coockie dough or mint chocolate chip

Q48) What song are you listening to right now?
nothing right now

Q49) If you could sucker punch one person who would it be?
oh i could name a few... but i won't... because they'll be expecting it, so it won't be a genuine sucker punch then

Q50) Would you like to tell us one of your secrets?
not really. if you're nice enough, maybe u already know

09:27 pm: I see: words
I need: reasurance
I find: that life is unfair
I have: ???
I wish: i was with bambi
I love: bambi
I hate: being away
I miss: bambi
I fear: rejection
I feel: loved
I hear: a radio playing in the background
I smell: potatoe chips
I crave: a slurpee
I search: for acceptance
I wonder: wen is it my turn
I regret: i never regret n e thing

When was the last time you...
Smiled: today
Laughed: today
Cried: last night
Bought something: yesterday
Danced: new years
Were sarcastic: i havent been much of n e thing lately
Kissed someone: exactly 7 days ago
Talked to an ex: yesterday
Watched your favorite movie: prolly like a year ago
Had a nightmare: not for a while, maybe like a month ago

Last time for everything...
Last book you read: the notebook
Last movie you saw: identity, i know its old
Last song you heard: save ur scissors by that dallas greene guys band or w/e, something colour, such a good song
Last thing you've had to drink: orange juice
Last time you showered: this morning
Last thing you ate: popsicle

Do you...
Smoke: never
Do drugs: nope
Have sex: nope
Live in the moment: i try to, but i think about things way too much so it doesnt really work
Have a boyfriend..Girlfriend: yup
Have a dream that keeps coming back: i did, havent had it for a while now, but now that im talking bout it im prolly gonna have it again some time soon
Play an instrument: well im kinda learnign how to play the accoustic guitar
Believe there is life on other planets: dont know, it would be cool though
Remember your first love: yea
Still love him..Her: nope, n im happy bout that too, like that song by wide mouth mason, i love not loving u
Read the newspaper: occasionally
Have any gay or lesbian friends: lol, yup
Believe in miracles: i guess its hard to believe wen u dont see something
Beieve it's possible to remain faithful forever: absolutly
Consider yourself tolerant of others: extremely
Consider love a mistake: not in the least
Like the taste of alcohol: not usually
Have a favorite candy: succers
Believe in astrology: like the horoscopes, not really
Believe in Magic: undecided
Pray: everyone does it, even if its subconciously
Go to church: no i dont
Have any secrets: yes, everyone has secrets
Have any pets: yup, a dog, her name's Lucero
Do well in school: lol, does having to repeat a class 3 times sound like i did good, lol, im glad im done with it.
Go to or plan to go to college: im gonna go to university
Talk to strangers who instant message you: yea, but usually only once n then i end up blocking them
Have any piercings: 3 in one ear n 4 in the other
Have any tattoos: not yet
Hate yourself: sometimes
Have an obsession: slurpees
Have a secret crush: well kinda, i have a boyfriend dont know if thats a crush or not cuz u know im already going out with him
Do they know yet: lol, yea
Wish on stars: is that corny, cuz i do
Like your handwriting: sometimes
Have any bad habits: i bite my nails, n apparantly im too klingy
Care about looks: everyone does, wheather they want to admit it or not
Boyfriend's..Girlfriend's looks: yea, not wanting to sound shallow or n e thing but i do
friends and other ppl: no
Believe in witches: kinda
Believe in satan: yup
Believe in ghosts: kinda

FASHION
01. Do you wear a watch?: no i have my cell phone for that
02. How many coats and jackets do you own?: umm, my winter jacket n a fall/spring one
03. Favorite pants color?: pretty much just dark pants
04. What kind of shoes do you wear?: mostly just my runners, or my pointy hooker boots

FRIENDS
01. Do your friends 'know' you?: umm, yea, mostly
02. What do they tend to be like?: different, each has their own uniquness
03. Are there traits in you that are universally liked? ...yes?
04. How many people do you tell everything to?: 3

MUSIC
01. Favorite group ever?: umm, theres alot that i really like, cant just choose one, but maybe, sugarcult
02. Most listened to singer: right now, havent really been listening to alot of music lately
03. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: heck yes i do
04. Can you play an instrument?: well im learing to play the guitar

MORE
01. Name: Rebeca
02. Do you like it?: mmhmm
03. Nicknames: Beca, Becky
04. Screen names: (f)Beca...te extrano demasiado, te quiero aqui con migo(u)
05. Age: 18
06. Birthday: august 25
07. Location: winnipeg
08. Job: unemployed, im leaching off of society
09. Status: very much in a relationship
10. Crush: bambi
11. Virgin?: ...
12. Natural hair color: dark dark dark brown
13. Current hair color: black
14. Eye color: chocolate brown
15. Height: 5'1
16. Weight: 120
17. Birthplace: winnipeg
18. Shoe size: 7-8

FAMILY
01. Parents: Griselda, lets just leave it at that
02. Siblings: ben, isilma, n rafael
03. Live with: mom, lil bro n sis, but i have a second home at nikkis
04. Favorite relatives: ...

FAVORITE
01. Number: 13
02. Color: black red blue
03. Day: iunno
04. Month: december
06. Movies: alot
07. Food: fries, pupusas
08. Band: mmmm....sugarcult
09. Sport: soccer, im spanish i have to say that, lol
10. Class: psychology with stelmach, best classs ever, too bad its over
11. Teacher: stelmach
12. Drink: orange juice
13. Veggie: tomatoes
14. TV station: ctv, much music
15. Radio station: freq
16. Store: bootlegger
18. Animal: dogs
19. Flower: black roses

LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS
01. Do you have a bf/gf?: yup
02. Do you have a crush?: on him
03. How long have you liked him/her:we've been going out for almost 2 months
04. Why do you like this person?: cuz hes wonderful
05. If you're single, why are you single?: ...
06. How long was your longest relationship?: ...
7. How long was your shortest relationship?: a month

PAST
01. What is the one thing you would change about your past?: change the way i handled my mitchell situation
02. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: well i dont regret things so there isnt really n e thing
03. Last thing you said: let me on the computer
04. What is the last TV show you saw?: dateline
05. What is the last song you heard?: save ur scissors

PRESENT
01. What are your school pants?: umm... jeans
02. What are you doing?: theis survey
03. Who are you talking to?: noel :s
04. What song are you listening to?: nothing
05. Where are you?: in my basement
06. Who are you with?: alone
07. Are you online?: yup
08. How are you feeling?: could be better
09. Are you in a chatroom?: lol, no

FUTURE
01. What day is it tomorrow?: saturday
02. What are you going to do after this?: prolly talk on msn some more or watch some tv
03. Who are you going to talk to?: iunno, whoever is online
04. Where are you going to go?: nowhere
05. How old will you be when you graduate? already graduated and i was 17
06. What do you want to be?: prolly a psychologist or a therapist or something along those lines.

05:24 pm:

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

04:56 pm: In El Salvador
so here i am, in el salvador n NO ONE is on msn, except for calvin, thanx calvin, so yea im having a blast, u guys were kinda right about there not being n e thing to be afraid of, its totally awsome n im as it turns out, im staying for an extra month, as things have turned out, i find my cousin to be annoying, lol, n i was totally scared that he wasnt gonna like me, hes cool n all, but theres only so much u can take of one person, on the other hand, theres irvin, lol, yes irvin, if u guys have been following my entry´s since way back, u will know who irvin is, n as it so happens i did meet him, he´s absolutly wonderful, and to think, i didnt want to meet the guy, im glad i did...kinda. yea i know im crazy, i still kinda wish i hadnt met him, y u may ask, well its cuz he´s my bf n i dont want to leave this place, ever, but with my luck things never seem to work out for the better for me n im going to have to leave him behind *tear* n thats not a fake tear, thats a real tear, god, i get attatched to ppl way to easily and thats not a good thing, but other then that, theres a set of twins that live a few houses away from my aunts house and my mom wants to adopt them, their grandma takes care of them cuz their mom lives in a different province type thing, n e ways the grandma wants to give them to us, so we might get a set of twins:), hmm wat else is there to tell about, well theres a lot more im sure but i cant think of it all right now and i dont want to make this entry too long, so with that i shall be saying goodbye *waves* miss u guys

12:02 pm: 4 more
4 more days n im outta here, most normal ppl would be happy bout that, i however am not normal therefore i am not happy bout it, i dont know if its because of everything that has been happening in the past few months or wat but i do not want to go, wat if i have some life altering experience, for the worst n i come back n im totally changed n everyone hates me cuz im a total bitch, im scared of leaving, being away form home, away from friends n my sis, i never though i could feel this resentful about something, ay me, wats wrong with me

09:10 am: We Hurt The Ones We Love
u know how everyone always asks that tiresome question 'y is it that we hurt the ones we love'
but no one can ever find a friken answer for it.
well if u love this person, chances r they love u back or have some sort of good feelings towards u
n sometimes they hurt u and as a result of that, u hurt them right back.
i know i dont know wat im talking about most of the time, but this kinda makes sense, no?
theres also hurting a person because U dont want to get hurt, u feel the need to push them away
push them away because u dont want to get attatched n hurt in the end, like wat usually seems to happen
it also seems that wen we need to be close to someone we always seek solitude, i guess some ppl just dont know how to greive
instead of talking bout it with others or sharing the hard times, we keep it in, n push everyone out.

11:42 am: how is it that one person can have such a big effect on another
i dont understand the logic behind caring about ppl
if u care about someone u dont want to hurt them
but in the process of protecting(for lack of a better word) u end up hurting them
without even realizing wat u have done
and then i'm left with crushed emmotions
I dont mean to wine and complain cuz i know its totally emo of me to act like this
but y cant things work out for me for once, i've done my fair share of waiting
i think i deserve this by now
I know i've mentioned this b4 but wats wrong with me
first dylan, then mike, then kenan, then juan n now mitchell
correct me if im wrong but its just not fair

11:13 am: as always, copying from other ppls lj

A - Age - 18
B - Breast size - C
C - Chore you hate - washing dishes
D - Dad's name - Jose
E - Essential make up item - eye liner
F - Favorite colour - blue, black n red
G - Gold or silver - Silver.
H - Hometown - Winnipeg
I - Instruments you play - well i would like to play the guitar, mom said maybe wen we come back from el salvador
J - Job title - unemployed
K - Kids - i wish
L - Last laugh - calvin being calvin
M - Mom's name - Ana
N - Number of people you've slept with - 1
O - Overnight hospital stays - 1
P - Phobia - ppl(im peopleapheobic) n spiders
Q - Quote you like - "i wish u woundlt look at me like that napolean" I wish u'd get outta my life n shut up" -unlce rico n napolean
R - Religious affiliation - i worship the devil, lol jk
S - Siblings - Isilma, Rafael n Ben
T - Time you wake up? - on a normal day 10 but lately 8 cuz i have to watch my cousin
U - Unique habit - umm i dont know if i have n e unique habbits
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - carrots n cawliflower
W - Worst habit - always wishing i had more
X - X-rays you've had - lol, pretty much just my teeth
Y - Yummy food you make - poutine
Z - Zodiac Sign - virgo

12:16 pm: nothing is worth n e thing

02:49 pm: hehehehe, got over my glummy mood n went a lil quiz crazy

02:42 pm:

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Danger Freak Your Superpower is Dance Dance Revolution Your Weakness is Sunlight Your Weapon is Your Toxic Shotgun Your Mode of Transportation is Seahorse

02:07 pm:

Your Birthdate: August 25

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.